it's been a few weeks...

and life continues. it's been boring around here.....yeah right!

So last week my boss told me she has to cut my hours, ouch. I am supposed to do all me work in 35 hours a week, doesn't sound like a big deal, but it is. I hate my job! I took the state test yesterday and I think I aced it, it was a lot of common sense stuff. I have to wait 6WEEKS for my score, and then I can apply my score to other jobs that I see posted, hopefully I get a high one and get put at the top of the list, it would be nice. I really don't know how much longer I can do the job I have, i hate it more and more everyday. I feel bad that I might have to leave the consumers, but they will be left in good hands I am sure.

Logan is good. I love him very much. He has been supportive of all my hissy fits and declarations of hate for my job, I hope he knows how much that helped me. well, back to work....blah!!!

getting older.......

I feel better today. My tooth hurts, but until I decide to spend $800 to fix it, it will continue to hurt. I got a letter from Empire state Collage yesterday; I am officially enrolled in the May semester. Fun fun, Bachelors degree here I come! Of course in all my planning for this I did not think about the trip we are supposed to take out west at the end of June, and since I am guessing these semesters last more than a month, I am going to have to work something out, whether it be a wi-fi connection, or if I can get my work done before I go, who knows, but I don’t want to delay starting in May, I want to get this done and over with by the time we either build or buy a house. I want to have a good job and make decent money by the time we want to have kids. I will get it done, and so will Logan as soon as he decides what he wants to do with himself. He will find something that grabs his interest. Getting older blows……..

I feel like.....

CRAP!!!! my head hurts, my neck aches,a nd my throat and ears are all ick.....I thought I was just tired this morning but it would seem I am having my first sickness of the winter. that past few years I have somehow dodged a bullet, I haven't been all that sick, but I think it's headed towards an illness. I hope I can hold out for the weekend, I really don't want to use any sicktime, I need to save it up for out vacation this summer. Oy....

the super bowl SUCKED!! the cardinals blew it!!! they had it and they BLEW IT!! i always try to route for the underdogs, but they played the second half like pop warner players, it was ridiculous! and that last touchdown!! 3 GUYS CAN'T STOP ! FROM CATCHING THE BALL!! what the hell! oh well. football gets me all fired up....

other than that, it was a good weekend.

Twilight

...that sexy vampire....he has sucked me into the book...damn....

I have to say, I saw the movie before reading the book, normally I would try to avoid this, but I had no intention of liking the movie, let alone wanting to read the book, but here I sit AT WORK trying to keep my nose out of it!

props to the director of the movie. so far, I am about half way through, and the movie stayed pretty true to the book. of corse there are some scenes missing and what not, but the story is right on the mark. the intensisty between Edward and Bella is greater in the book than in the movie, and as you can imagine the movie had a few parts that were pretty cheezy. I beleive in one part Edward says to Bella "hang on spider monkey" seriously, I haven't gotten to that part in the book yet, but I pray that the author of this book did not write that in there and it is just a bizarre flourish of the movie director. But I digress.....

So I acctually have some work to do, so I will put down my book and start doing it *sigh*

time stamp on my blog

it's about 4 hours off, and I dont know how to fix it...heeeeellllppppppp!

what a week....

oy...what a week...so much crap, so little time.

So the weekend was good. I feel like I got nothing accomplished, but that's okay. I spent Sunday over at the in-law's watching my father in law come close to breaking his neck several times while working on a ladder in the gagrage. my suggestion is that he never be allowed to do work on a ladder by himself, he is just crazy sometimes! I also pulled apart my motorcycle, only to find it is in much worse condition that I thought, but oh well. maybee we will rebuild it, maybee not.

The work week was the same as always, busy but not too busy. I still don't like my job, but when I acctually have things to get done, I am okay with it and I don't dwell as much on how much I would rather be stabbing myself in the eye with a dull pencil than work here one more minute, but since the lottery ticket I bought for last nights drawing didn't pan out, I will trudge on...

I worked at CARS last night, what a bunch of fools! half the people in there just don't have a clue. they are 18, 19,20 years old and they think they have life figured out, even though they are in a rehab, they "know what's best" for them....morrons....

The Yellow festiva is being considered a "total loss" by the insurance company because it will probobly take moer money to fix it that the damn thing is worth, bummer...

But alas, I have a (hopefully) fun and busy weekend ahead of me:

Friday: work...blah! but then we get to go see the Jackles play in Elmira nd we have a box (thanks steph and Jimmy!)

Saturday: Shopping extravaganza with Michelle! even if it is groceries...shopping is shopping..it's very theraputic i think! and then maybee do the mounds of laundry that need to get done!

Sunday: SUPERBOWL!!!!! although this is a bit depressing for me because it means football is over and my Sundays now have no meaning (Sorry Jesus) I at least get to go hang out with friends and watch the Cardinals womp the steelers ( here's hoping anyway!)

and that should just about tucker me out for the weekend. yippee....I think I might need to invest in some red bull!!!

blah blah blah...

well another long boring day at work is over. yeah! 2 days down 3 to go. I watched Obama's speach today, it was good, he is a very good speasker. I am glad today is finally here, not because we have a new president ( not that thats a bad thing) but I AM SO SICK OF HEARING ABOUT IT!! I mean come on! I don;t care what Michelle Obama wore to the innaguration....I really don't, but anyway, hopefully the country is headd in a good direction.

I feel like I am stuck in a rut. I hate my job, but there is no jobs out there, so I really have no choice but to stay with this one. I am trying so hard to lose weight, and I am just not moving the scale. I guess it's both good and bad, I am not losing weight, but dammit I'm not gaining any either. I am not having a baby anytime soon, we aren't buying a house, I feel like my life is just standing still, everything we want to do seem so far in the future. I know, I know, time will fly by faster than I think, but I just feel restless.

OY! I am so glad today is over. I am off to get the husband, go to the gym, and then figure out what to have for dinner, because I forgot to take out the chicken...damn

P.S. the post times on my blog are way off, I am not sure how to fix it, but I assure you it is not noon.