bad blogger

I am horrible about keeping up with this thing, not really sure who reads it anyway, but if anything it is for my own venting and chatting purposes....

so i read my last post and it said I would post bad news in part two....but i cant remember what the bad news was?? Oh well, i guess that's a good thing!

Life is good at this point. I am back on my quest for weight loss....again.....but i am doing better this time. weight watchers helps a lot, when you use it. And Logan has been really great about "encouraging" me to go to the gym every night. He doesn't always PUSH me to go, but i feel like if I don't I will be letting him down, he never says anything like that, but that's how I see it and it works for me.

Cats are good, Family is pretty good for the most part. My Grandma died in October after a long battle with lung cancer. it was incredibly sad for me, and I was really caught off guard with how UPSET I was, i mean I loved Grandma, but we were not really super close. Just the thought of a loved one being gone made me sad, and too see my dad and everyone so upset about it, just got to me. It was the first funeral I had been to for a family member, and it was tough. I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE SMOKE!!!! It's just so gross, not to mention...you know...cancer and all....

My other Grandma moved to Oklahoma, I hate not having her around, but she is on an adventure! and I miss her but I am glad she is happy!

Logan and I are doing well, i love him more and more everyday. And he returns the love. I never thought I would find someone that is SO in love with me, and I with him. We have been talking about the future and houses and kids and all that. We are getting older and that is a little scary. Everyone around us is buying houses and having babies and I feel like I am being left in the dust, but I have to sit back and think about what WE want and not what everyone else is doing. Not to mention we are a bit younger that everyone else that is doing all these life altering things, we have plenty of time to do all of that.

The nephews just keep growing up!JT in 5, and full of it! so cute and he is so smart! and he has a smart ass to go along with it. Jack is getting big and walking! I love that little peanut! and Luke gets bigger by the day grows like a weed! and he such a cutey! I am lucky to have all these little boys in my life!

I start Full time school at SUNY Cortland in a few weeks. I liked Collage but I am really not looking forward to the full time school/work thing. For a procrastinator like me...it can spell trouble!

All is well for the most part. I will try and update more often!