my tooth hurts....

I mean it REALLY HURTS! I had a temporary filling put in like over a year ago and have been procrastinating on getting the root canal because 1.) I don't want to pay that much money and 2.) I HATE the thought of any dental procedure. i mean I am down right terrified to go to the dentist.

SO I have made the decision to just get the tooth removed. I know the orthodontist wont be happy about it, but it needs to be done. I made an appointment for Monday, but I don't know if I will be able to make it that long. I think the tooth may be infected, and I just want it out before it gets worse. I may call and see if they can get me in today or tomorrow to at least get a better idea of what is going on. For now, i will just try not to O D on Motrin.

Going to the gym sucks.

title pretty much says it all. I don't like to work out. I don't like to be sweaty. I don't like to leave the house after I get home from work, because I am SO TIRED! But the gym is right across the street which makes it much easier to get to and much harder to make excuses not to go. I have to stick with it, I just wish I had a way to motivate MYSELF to go. Logan tries, but it mostly ends up with me being mad at him for not particular reason.

OY! I hope I can get myself motivated!

to the GYM!

went ot the gym lasy night, and did 30 minutes on the treadmill. I know that doesnt sound like a lot, but the meer fact that I acctually went to the gym, is an accomplishement for me. I wanted to weigh myself and start tracking it, but the scale is in the weight room that was full of meaty looking men that could bounce quarters off there abs, so I decided not to walk my chubby self in there for all to see, but next time.

peace out!

A new year.

Okay, so new year new me right? HA!

So I am on the weight loss wagon again. I have a lot of things going on this year and I need to look and more importantly FEEL good again. I feel like a fatty McFatfat.

1.) Logan's 10 year reunion is this year and I Want to look devastatingly beautiful!

2.) I just want to feel like myself again. I am not talking supper model skinny, but 8 years ago, when we met i did not look or feel like I do. I am uncomfortable in my own skin. I need to get serious and stop screwing around. TO THE GYM!

3.) I WILL wear a swim suit in public this year.

we did just join the gym. And we need to get into the rhythm. Its hard to get a new routine going, but we need to get out of this slump we are in: work - home - TV - Bed - Repeat. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!

The house is coming along good. I will be happy when we can start getting some paint on the walls, that will make me feel more accomplished. We have done a crap ton of work, but it doesn't look like we have. All in due time I guess. I am just excited and anxious for the day when I can start setting up my gigantic house so I can use it!

That's all for now. I promise to make a more valiant effort to update this more often.....if anyone besides me reads it.

Amanda