my tooth hurts....

I mean it REALLY HURTS! I had a temporary filling put in like over a year ago and have been procrastinating on getting the root canal because 1.) I don't want to pay that much money and 2.) I HATE the thought of any dental procedure. i mean I am down right terrified to go to the dentist.

SO I have made the decision to just get the tooth removed. I know the orthodontist wont be happy about it, but it needs to be done. I made an appointment for Monday, but I don't know if I will be able to make it that long. I think the tooth may be infected, and I just want it out before it gets worse. I may call and see if they can get me in today or tomorrow to at least get a better idea of what is going on. For now, i will just try not to O D on Motrin.

Going to the gym sucks.

title pretty much says it all. I don't like to work out. I don't like to be sweaty. I don't like to leave the house after I get home from work, because I am SO TIRED! But the gym is right across the street which makes it much easier to get to and much harder to make excuses not to go. I have to stick with it, I just wish I had a way to motivate MYSELF to go. Logan tries, but it mostly ends up with me being mad at him for not particular reason.

OY! I hope I can get myself motivated!

to the GYM!

went ot the gym lasy night, and did 30 minutes on the treadmill. I know that doesnt sound like a lot, but the meer fact that I acctually went to the gym, is an accomplishement for me. I wanted to weigh myself and start tracking it, but the scale is in the weight room that was full of meaty looking men that could bounce quarters off there abs, so I decided not to walk my chubby self in there for all to see, but next time.

peace out!

A new year.

Okay, so new year new me right? HA!

So I am on the weight loss wagon again. I have a lot of things going on this year and I need to look and more importantly FEEL good again. I feel like a fatty McFatfat.

1.) Logan's 10 year reunion is this year and I Want to look devastatingly beautiful!

2.) I just want to feel like myself again. I am not talking supper model skinny, but 8 years ago, when we met i did not look or feel like I do. I am uncomfortable in my own skin. I need to get serious and stop screwing around. TO THE GYM!

3.) I WILL wear a swim suit in public this year.

we did just join the gym. And we need to get into the rhythm. Its hard to get a new routine going, but we need to get out of this slump we are in: work - home - TV - Bed - Repeat. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!

The house is coming along good. I will be happy when we can start getting some paint on the walls, that will make me feel more accomplished. We have done a crap ton of work, but it doesn't look like we have. All in due time I guess. I am just excited and anxious for the day when I can start setting up my gigantic house so I can use it!

That's all for now. I promise to make a more valiant effort to update this more often.....if anyone besides me reads it.

Amanda

I dont think I can take anymore.....

this house shit is making me CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Our realtor sucks, she was great at first! she was knowledgeable, very nice, hell she's the one that convinced us into looking at this house in the first place! But now......she never calls to check up on us, she doesn't return phone calls or emails in a timely manner. I know she isn't really "doing" anything at this point, it's all in the banks hands, but it would be nice to hear from her.

The seller is a pain in the ass. he refuses to fix anything, even if we pay extra for it, he doesn't want the hassle. Jerk....

The stress is just getting to me. we need our commitment letter from the bank by tomorrow, and because of the holiday weekend we wont hear from the underwriter until today (hopefully) I completely understand why people don't but houses, it is truly the most aggravating thing I have ever had to deal with. I understand the banks have to look out for themselves and make sure their butts are covered in case we don't pay, but really? this house is awesome, and they would make there money back if anything happened...for sure!

I really just want it to be doen woith at this point. I want a yes or no, and I want to move on!

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hi again

so Logan found my blog..... so i guess I cant talk smack about him on here anymore.....haha

So a short update, I am at work, and it is a mad house. We are trying to buy a house, which is becoming a headache. School is almost done (yeah!) and life still marches on.......i will try to update more, especially with this house things looming.

bad blogger

I am horrible about keeping up with this thing, not really sure who reads it anyway, but if anything it is for my own venting and chatting purposes....

so i read my last post and it said I would post bad news in part two....but i cant remember what the bad news was?? Oh well, i guess that's a good thing!

Life is good at this point. I am back on my quest for weight loss....again.....but i am doing better this time. weight watchers helps a lot, when you use it. And Logan has been really great about "encouraging" me to go to the gym every night. He doesn't always PUSH me to go, but i feel like if I don't I will be letting him down, he never says anything like that, but that's how I see it and it works for me.

Cats are good, Family is pretty good for the most part. My Grandma died in October after a long battle with lung cancer. it was incredibly sad for me, and I was really caught off guard with how UPSET I was, i mean I loved Grandma, but we were not really super close. Just the thought of a loved one being gone made me sad, and too see my dad and everyone so upset about it, just got to me. It was the first funeral I had been to for a family member, and it was tough. I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE SMOKE!!!! It's just so gross, not to mention...you know...cancer and all....

My other Grandma moved to Oklahoma, I hate not having her around, but she is on an adventure! and I miss her but I am glad she is happy!

Logan and I are doing well, i love him more and more everyday. And he returns the love. I never thought I would find someone that is SO in love with me, and I with him. We have been talking about the future and houses and kids and all that. We are getting older and that is a little scary. Everyone around us is buying houses and having babies and I feel like I am being left in the dust, but I have to sit back and think about what WE want and not what everyone else is doing. Not to mention we are a bit younger that everyone else that is doing all these life altering things, we have plenty of time to do all of that.

The nephews just keep growing up!JT in 5, and full of it! so cute and he is so smart! and he has a smart ass to go along with it. Jack is getting big and walking! I love that little peanut! and Luke gets bigger by the day grows like a weed! and he such a cutey! I am lucky to have all these little boys in my life!

I start Full time school at SUNY Cortland in a few weeks. I liked Collage but I am really not looking forward to the full time school/work thing. For a procrastinator like me...it can spell trouble!

All is well for the most part. I will try and update more often!