Twilight

...that sexy vampire....he has sucked me into the book...damn....

I have to say, I saw the movie before reading the book, normally I would try to avoid this, but I had no intention of liking the movie, let alone wanting to read the book, but here I sit AT WORK trying to keep my nose out of it!

props to the director of the movie. so far, I am about half way through, and the movie stayed pretty true to the book. of corse there are some scenes missing and what not, but the story is right on the mark. the intensisty between Edward and Bella is greater in the book than in the movie, and as you can imagine the movie had a few parts that were pretty cheezy. I beleive in one part Edward says to Bella "hang on spider monkey" seriously, I haven't gotten to that part in the book yet, but I pray that the author of this book did not write that in there and it is just a bizarre flourish of the movie director. But I digress.....

So I acctually have some work to do, so I will put down my book and start doing it *sigh*

time stamp on my blog

it's about 4 hours off, and I dont know how to fix it...heeeeellllppppppp!

what a week....

oy...what a week...so much crap, so little time.

So the weekend was good. I feel like I got nothing accomplished, but that's okay. I spent Sunday over at the in-law's watching my father in law come close to breaking his neck several times while working on a ladder in the gagrage. my suggestion is that he never be allowed to do work on a ladder by himself, he is just crazy sometimes! I also pulled apart my motorcycle, only to find it is in much worse condition that I thought, but oh well. maybee we will rebuild it, maybee not.

The work week was the same as always, busy but not too busy. I still don't like my job, but when I acctually have things to get done, I am okay with it and I don't dwell as much on how much I would rather be stabbing myself in the eye with a dull pencil than work here one more minute, but since the lottery ticket I bought for last nights drawing didn't pan out, I will trudge on...

I worked at CARS last night, what a bunch of fools! half the people in there just don't have a clue. they are 18, 19,20 years old and they think they have life figured out, even though they are in a rehab, they "know what's best" for them....morrons....

The Yellow festiva is being considered a "total loss" by the insurance company because it will probobly take moer money to fix it that the damn thing is worth, bummer...

But alas, I have a (hopefully) fun and busy weekend ahead of me:

Friday: work...blah! but then we get to go see the Jackles play in Elmira nd we have a box (thanks steph and Jimmy!)

Saturday: Shopping extravaganza with Michelle! even if it is groceries...shopping is shopping..it's very theraputic i think! and then maybee do the mounds of laundry that need to get done!

Sunday: SUPERBOWL!!!!! although this is a bit depressing for me because it means football is over and my Sundays now have no meaning (Sorry Jesus) I at least get to go hang out with friends and watch the Cardinals womp the steelers ( here's hoping anyway!)

and that should just about tucker me out for the weekend. yippee....I think I might need to invest in some red bull!!!

blah blah blah...

well another long boring day at work is over. yeah! 2 days down 3 to go. I watched Obama's speach today, it was good, he is a very good speasker. I am glad today is finally here, not because we have a new president ( not that thats a bad thing) but I AM SO SICK OF HEARING ABOUT IT!! I mean come on! I don;t care what Michelle Obama wore to the innaguration....I really don't, but anyway, hopefully the country is headd in a good direction.

I feel like I am stuck in a rut. I hate my job, but there is no jobs out there, so I really have no choice but to stay with this one. I am trying so hard to lose weight, and I am just not moving the scale. I guess it's both good and bad, I am not losing weight, but dammit I'm not gaining any either. I am not having a baby anytime soon, we aren't buying a house, I feel like my life is just standing still, everything we want to do seem so far in the future. I know, I know, time will fly by faster than I think, but I just feel restless.

OY! I am so glad today is over. I am off to get the husband, go to the gym, and then figure out what to have for dinner, because I forgot to take out the chicken...damn

P.S. the post times on my blog are way off, I am not sure how to fix it, but I assure you it is not noon.

I hate Mondays....

I really do. I just hate coming back to work. we were up late last night. Between the playoffs being on ( go Arizona!) and Logan's long lost cousin ( ?) coming to visit, we just ended up going to bed around mid night. but I still managed to drag my ass out of bed at 6:30 am.

I am making and effort to drink more water durring the day. I am doing 1 32oz jug of crystal light and alternating it with plain old water. I hate it because it makes me have to pee every five minutes, but it is worrth it I guess. I know a lot of it is water weight, but weight is weight. Remember my little "I am goign to lose 10 pound by valentines day" rant, well I am down 2 so far...go me! Now if I hopefully continue to go to the gym and drink water, and live in my junkfood-less house, I should get htere.

Here's hoping!

P.S. Michelle, thanks for reccomending the bakerella and cakewrecks blogs...HI-Larious! I would flip the hell out if my wedding cake showed up looking like one of those!

Another day, another dollar...

I just had my interview for the management position I wanted. it went well I think. lasted about an hour, there were jokes, there was conversation, it was a good thing.

I really hope I am taken seriously for this position. we will see. unfortunately I wont even know if I am getting a second interview until she interviews all the external applicants, which could take a few weeks. ajdksdgfkjsdf;ajkshdf....I hate waiting.

In other news, I really don't feel like going to the gym tonight. I mean I REALLY DON'T FEEL LIKE IT! but i know if I don't Logan will give me that dissapproving look he does, and I will feel the guilt everytime I go to eat anything. I don't think he looks at me like this on purpose. But he's the one that has to deal with all my "I am a fat ugly cow" comments and deal with the tears when I have what I like to call a "weight breakdown" you know, when you go to put on an outfit you used to where all the time and now it looks like you trying to squeeze yourself into something about 5 sizes to small. It sucks. And I know he wants me to be happy and healthy. He tells me all the time he loves me the way I am, but if I don't like it than it needs to change. That man of mine is so full of wisdom.....

I would like to loose some weight and buy something new to wear for Valentines day. that gives me roughly 4 weeks. hmmmmm.......i think I could drop a size or two in four weeks. I don't expect miracles, but I guess I could be trying harder. I VOW TO LOOSE AT LEAST 10 POUNDS BY VALETINES DAY DAMMIT!! ..or at least try like hell. There all who read this I now weigh 196 pounds. I will weigh 186 by V-Day.

Weight sucks...no...food sucks. why does everything have to taste so good?

not to state the obvious....

But it is freaking cold outside! geeze, enough all ready. My toes are numb while I sit here in my office. Today should be okay. It's Friday, so that's a good thing. I have an interview for a management position at work today. I have been preety much shafted twice by this department, so I really don't know why I bother, but we will see. Th last time I applied for assistant manager and got beat out by a guy that had been here like 2 months, I was pretty pissed, but oh well, what can you do? This time maybee things will be different. If not, I am seriously thinking I need to move on and find a different job. I know I know easier said than done, but luckily in my feild there is always a need.

Going to have lunch with the hubby today at Subway. I am preety upset, I only lost two pounds this week, and for once, I have acctually been trying really hard. I haven't gone out to eat and we have been eating healty at home. I don't get it. I hope I will get over this hurdle quick and start dropping the pounds.

That's all really. not much to report!